Break time.

Soooooo grateful for this little break that graced my presence this last weekend. Break from school. Break from homework. Break from eating healthy (Rik, do you ever eat healthy?) Break from dance. Break from work. Break from the gym. Break from chores. Break from a lack of sleep...etc. It was BLISSFUL!!! However, Black Friday shopping...not so blissful. Happy Turkey day to all y'all! Let the reviews, study sessions, and finals begin!

I'm getting paid to do whaaaaaat?!

I have the best job in the whole world. I actually have two, but I think that one is slightly (or not so slightly) better than the other. I mean...look at these girls! How could you not love teaching these cuties how to dance??

I've been snapping pics like crazy of the 80+ girls I teach, so.....more to come playas, much more to come.

Sister, Sister.

Look who came to the library and studied with me till late, late last night!

Wow...aren't we looking mighty fine?! See my hair? Want the look? Sweet, just pile your hair on top of your head and stick a pen in it. Voila! Perfect for late night studying. The boys dig it. Psyche! Last night Kaniki goes... "Rik, you're hair looks really good!" I say, "really?!" She says "uhhhh....no".

Speaking of looking great...Nik and I were going to grab a bite to eat the other day and started to laugh when we noticed how awesomely homeless we looked.

I sure do love this chick! She's the coolest cat in town.

Untitled.

You guys! I'm in such a funk lately,  I can't explain it. I usually don't post stuff like this on my blog. I'm all about the fluffs and sparkles of life being published for the world to see.... but since I'm "keepin' it real", I think it's okay to be completely honest and real right now. Let's face it, life isn't glamorous and amazing all the time, and I'm not about to pretend that mine is...it's definitely not. I feel like it's safe to say that I'm struggling lately. I feel like I have NO idea what I'm doing with my life. I've actually known this for awhile, but I've been able to put that little fact on the back burner. Unfortunately, I feel like the time has come and big decisions in my life can't be ignored any longer. Bad news is, I don't feel any more qualified to make these decision than I did a year ago.

I need a major. There's no more GE's to take. Do you know how many majors there are to choose from? Not only do I need a major, but I need to find motivation to finish out the classes I'm enrolled in now. I've been a straight A student my whole life...I don't get why I'm having such a hard time being excited to learn lately, it has never happened and I don't know how to deal with it.

Scheduling. I have to schedule every minute of my every day, and it's getting on my nerves! I take on a lot of things 'cause I'd rather be busy then have nothing to do...but it's getting out of hand. Want to hangout with me? Cool...11:00- 12:00 pm is your scheduled time. Want to grab a bit to eat? Sweet! But I'll be reading homework assignments through lunch. Rik, want to come to FHE with us for once? Sorry Mom, I'll be in the library all night. Right now I feel super guilty for writing this terribly negative blog post instead of studying for Biology. Boy, I can't wait for Christmas break. Guilt-free, unscheduled down time is calling my name.

Do I even need to mention my love life? Word to the wise: don't send off a missionary, it's just rough. I think this may be the main cause of my current "funk"....I think I'm going to go on a boy strike. Forever.

On the reals, I don't mean to complain, but this is life! I gotta have the downs to have the ups, right? Hopefully my next post will be so awesomely uplifting that it puts glitter and sparkles to shame :). Until then, peace and love peeps!